December 2010
Day 10: First love and first kiss
So I don’t think I’ve been in love yet, or atleast, my definition of love. I’ve felt close to a lot of guys, and I’m glad to have had them in my life, but it wasn’t love.
My first kiss was in 6th grade, I guess. Awkward as hell.
Day 9: How I hope my future will be like
I hope I’m happy. No matter if I change my mind about any of my plans. I hope that I continue to create art as I head into “the real world”. I actually hope that creating art is my real world. I hope that I keep in touch with maybe 2 people from here, but I feel the rest can carry on with their lives. I want to surround myself with inspiration. I hope that I don’t become...
“Self-loathing is not a fucking character-builder. It doesn’t make you stronger....”
– Jane, Casual Blasphemies (via lipsbetweenthehips) (via technicoloring) (via jennasturgeon)
oublies:
MGMT vs. Snow Patrol - Chasing Kids
I wish I still smoked.
Day 8: A day I was most satisfied
I honestly don’t know. I’m pretty happy right now, really stressed, but happy. I guess if I had to pick one single day, I couldn’t.
6552.) Depression is not a sign of weakness, it is...
scrapsofme:
usefulguilt:
fromasecondstory:
...
6531.) Every day, I look at myself in the mirror...
Day 7: My Zodiac sign
I’m a cancer, and everything I’ve read says cancers are genuine nurturers and are afraid or dwell on the past. I should have deep emotional experiences that are hard to put into words and have difficulties expressing negative feelings.
Honestly, I feel like this suits me just fine. Most of the things I read said Cancer’s main goal in life is to be a mother, which isn’t so...
By trying to be nice and not hurt feelings, I’m turning into an even bigger bitch.
thecatladyy:
rbateson:
kierkegaards:
City...
When someone likes me:
directlydirected:
dontfeelsodown:
I automatically think
this must be a joke
maybe they were dared
they are desperate and i am the last resort
WHY?
lol they’re just kidding
is this real life
their intentions aren’t good
they’re using me
they were put up to this
(via oceannavenue)
6515.) I just realized I wasn't in love with you;...
Day 6ish: 30 "interesting" facts
My full name is Courtney Marie Childers.
Courtney means short nose - which is the purpose of my tumblr name.
I’ve moved about 5 times.
I’ve lived in 3 different states. West Virginia, Montana, and Illinois.
I’m pretty reserved until you get to know me, unless you catch me on a really good day.
My favorite movies right now are eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, fight...
“And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul,...”
– Sylvia Plath (via comelylittletree)
“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with...”
– Lemony Snicket (Horseradish: Bitter Truths You Can’t Avoid)
Day 4 and 5: Religion and Suicide
Day 4: thoughts on religion…I believe in a God, I just don’t believe in religion. I view religion as a support group of sort, and if you need that or if you have been helped because of claiming a religion, that is awesome. I’m positive I’m not the definition of a Christian, so we can all stop pretending now, I suppose. I just live life. A happy, imperfect life. If...
These are the quiet hours
and they get to me every night. I don’t stand a chance. They demand me to sit here, inhaling and exhaling thoughts.
6468.) We all have the same problems.
marapocket:
“and after a while you learn that you don’t need anyone else in order to survive. no one is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or what they promise you. you just gotta suck it up, accept it, and keep on keepin’ on.”
Day 3: Drugs and alcohol
I pretty much feel whatever floats your boat is fine. The only point where I disagree with drugs or alcohol, is if it is harmful to other people. You have the choice to harm your own body however you want, but if it goes so far as to hurting someone else, you probably should calm down a little.
As far as me doing drugs or drinking alcohol: I do want to smoke weed at least once, but I need the...